A Return

Crying, no remorse, only pain.
Can\'t think about anything, anymore.
So confused, so ditraught.
Begging anger to heal my wounds.
I want a return.
I want a goal now.
I want to go back,
I want to relive.
Such pain, such misery.
Such useless times we bleed.
This drop, this blood you take of me.
My sould, my heart
it falls to you.
I want a return
I want to hurt again.
I want to suffer life
You hate me, end my pain.
Confusing misery, it seems.
Takes me away
to the past I\'m born to dream.


Such remembering, such conflicting.
Such devouring, such delivering.
If I could go back to those days,
And think of all I had in store,
Would I continue down that path.
Or open doors to how I am now.
I want a return,
I want the pain.
I want the torment,
Take me away.
I want to see me,
See me in past.
Look to my future,
It would never last.


I cry now, every day.
I wish now, every day.
I hurt now, every day.
So it continues...every day.

Take me back into the past.
Make me relive my pain.
Take me back to when I\'m there.
So I can feel this pain again.
I want a return,
I want my truth.
I want to feel me,
I want to feel you.
I want a return
I want the pain,
I want to suffer.
I want to dream.
I want a return.
I want the past.
I want to fell alive.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.